i hate this guys name spelling but i love some of the lines in "baby don't go"
actually i like the song itself but the thermos line cracks me up


[Intro: T-Pain (Fabolous) {J.D.}]
I try to play cool
Actin like what you do don't phase me, don't phase me
Meanwhile I'm sittin at home, all alone
Tryin to keep myself from goin crazy
When I'm in the house, when I think about
When I see you out, when I hear about {T-Pain}
I want my baby back! {'Lo-so} And I thought it would be easy
but it's hard for me to let you GO ~!
(Baby don't) GO! (Baby don't) go!
(Baby don't) go (baby don't) {y'all know what this is}

[Fabolous]
Now I'm better than your ex, gon' be better than your next
Baby Screwed Up so you better be from Tex-as
Can't seem to doubt that I creamed her out
Now you dream about how I turned Nieman out
Nothin to scream about just back your Beemer out
Pack it up in the trunk, go back to Kima house
Cause I can play cool, but I can't play fool
There's options in break up, you ever play pool?
Better do you cause I damn sure does me
And what your buzz be is only because of me
The wifey, hus-by, never was me
I does me, trust me
I don't wanna another you so I'ma slide (yup)
But I got another boo, on the side, bay-bay

[Chorus: T-Pain (Fabolous) {unlisted J.D. ad libs}]
I try to play cool
Actin like what you do don't phase me, don't phase me
Meanwhile I'm sittin at home, all alone
Tryin to keep myself from goin crazy
When I'm in the house, when I think about
When I see you out, when I hear about
I want my baby back! And I thought it would be easy
but it's hard for me to let you GO ~!
(Baby don't) GO! (Baby don't) go!
(Baby don't) go (baby don't)

[Fabolous]
Through the time I been alone, time I spent on phones
Know you ain't lettin them climb up in my throne
Now, baby that lime with that Patron
Have me talkin crazy, it's time to come on home
Now, I talk with someone above
It's okay to lose your pride over someone you love
Don't lose someone you love though over your pride
Stick wit'cha entree and get over your side
We break up to make up at Jacob's baby
Her parents fought too, I'm the makeup baby
Wake up baby, love'll have you open though
I mean you seen Tom Cruise on the Oprah show
So I just can't bet on the next hand
There's too much in this pot just to give to the next man

[Chorus]

[Fabolous]
Now if you ain't never went through it you ain't really into it
The next rap to show you I really been through it
Every other day I'm givin the love away
That's what your friend's sister or little brother say
If I'ma do somethin, it's the undercover way
When them hatin ass watchdogs look the other way

And others may not see that we need each other
But if we on the same page we can read each other
They should learn us, instead of try to turn us
Mr. and Ms. Smith, we both got the burners - UP ~!
If you love your baby then turn this up
Know we keep this hot like a Thermos cup
Relax, don't be tryin to perm us up
We already straight - yesss

[Chorus]

[Jermaine Dupri]
Fab we gon' have to make a dance to this song man!
Y'knahmean; ain't no WAY you can't dance on this
Uhhh, T-Pain!

[T-Pain]
I want my baby back! And I thought it would be easy
but it's hard for me to let you GO ~!

i don't want to go to work ever anymore!
today i stayed home because the furnace man was coming. i didn't have to stay home, the landlord gave the guy a key. but i stayed home anyway. i guess because work is just so frustrating, half the time i have nothing to do, i'm not stimulated at all and i've started nodding off because of it. also its just a messed up place in general, some people do nothing even when there is plenty for them to do. then my favorite co worker ever sticks his nose in other peoples business and ends up screwing crap up badly and no one cares, theres no repercussion, someone just smooths it over like always and its maddening. i get really irritated by people protecting someone from a mistake they should be learning from. i wouldn't want someone to do that for me, i would want to know what i did so i could learn the right way. apparently that makes me some sort of weird crazy person!


ps. kira is snoring.

oliver told me last night that the bar he hangs at up the street was doing "name that tune". he totally knew i'd be into that. so i went over a little bit later and joined him and his friend.
i got there just in time for the lightning round that was QUEEN SONGS. you got a paper that had a bunch of different lyrics on it and you had to name the song.
you know who the only person to get them all right, and the first to hand it in was.

so i look like medusa now, i didn't get the worst perm ever but it was pretty much a failure like i expected. its tight towards the roots and already flat towards the ends, but at least there is a nice section in the middle that looks almost how i wanted it to. the good thing i guess is that its already going flat in less than a week so it probably won't last long. oh well. i'll have to remember next time i get this idea to look at this entry.

it was sunny yesterday so i took out the older polaroid to test it out. it works! the pictures come out looking like they are already 30 yrs old, its kind of awesome. i decided even though i haven't worked with the other one a lot that i already hate  in comparison because it doesn't have the focusing ability this one does. i still don't have the flash gun working, but i'll keep trying, it doesn't seem to be that complex of a thing so theres got to be a way to get it to work damn it.
i want to walk around with this and feel like an old timey reporter


oh PS. last night i went up to my room to get some PJs, and found BOTH CATS resting on my bed. not together, but not at opposit ends either. i got so excited and tried to hug kiwi and she ran away, then the same thing with kira.

i got my new (old) camera yesterday. it had to be signed for, so i  asked bribed oliver to go to the post office for me since its open the exact hours i work. here is the description from ebay:

bribed is one of those weird words that doesn't seem like an actual word. say it 10 times. 

so i now have 3 polaroid cameras. and i only really want 2.

ill finish this later